WHEN, to the attractions of the busy World Preferring studious leisure, I had chosen A habitation in this peaceful Vale,
Sharp season followed of continual storm In deepest winter; and, from week to week, Path-way, and lane, and public road were clogged With frequent showers of snów. Upon a hill At a short distance from my Cottage, stands A stately Fir-grove, whither I was wont To hasten, for I found, beneath the roof Of that perennial shade, a cloistral place Of refuge, with an unincumbered floor. Here, in safe covert, on the shallow snow, And, sometimes, on a speck of visible earth, The redbreast near me hopped; nor was I loth To sympathize with vulgar coppice Birds That, for protection from the nipping blast, Hither repaired.-A single beech-tree grew
Within this grove of firs; and, on the fork Of that one beech, appeared a thrush's nest; A last year's nest, conspicuously built
At such small elevation from the ground As gave sure sign that they, who in that house Of nature and of love had made their home Amid the fir-trees, all the summer long
Dwelt in a tranquil spot. And oftentimes,
A few sheep, stragglers from some mountain flock, Would watch my motions with suspicious stare, From the remotest outskirts of the grove,― Some nook where they had made their final stand, Huddling together from two fears-the fear Of me and of the storm. Full many an hour Here did I lose. But in this grove the trees Had been so thickly planted, and had thriven In such perplexed and intricate array,
That vainly did I seek, between their stems, A length of open space,-where to and fro My feet might move without concern or care: And, baffled thus, before the storm relaxed, I ceased that Shelter to frequent, and prized, Less than I wished to prize, that calm recess.
The snows dissolved, and genial Spring returned To clothe the fields with verdure. Other haunts
Meanwhile were mine; till, one bright April day,
By chance retiring from the glare of noon To this forsaken covert, there I found
A hoary path-way traced between the trees, And winding on with such an easy line Along a natural opening, that I stood Much wondering at my own simplicity
How I could e'er have made a fruitless search For what was now so obvious. At the sight Conviction also flashed upon my mind
That this same path (within the shady grove Begun and ended) by my Brother's steps Had been impressed.-To sojourn a short while Beneath my roof He from the barren seas Had newly come-a cherished Visitant! And much did it delight me to perceive That, to this opportune recess allured, He had surveyed it with a finer eye,
A heart more wakeful; that, more loth to part
From place so lovely, he had worn the track By pacing here, unwearied and alone,
In that habitual restlessness of foot
With which the Sailor measures o'er and o'er His short domain upon the Vessel's deck, While she is travelling through the dreary Sea.
When Thou hadst quitted Esthwaite's pleasant shore, And taken thy first leave of those green hills
And rocks that were the play-ground of thy Youth, Year followed year, my Brother, and we two, Conversing not, knew little in what mould
Each other's minds were fashioned; and at length, When once again we met in Grasmere Vale, Between us there was little other bond
Than common feelings of fraternal love. But thou, a school-boy, to the sea hadst carried Undying recollections; Nature there
Was with thee; she, who loved us both, she still Was with thee; and even so didst thou become A silent Poet; from the solitude
Of the vast sea didst bring a watchful heart Still couchant, an inevitable ear,
And an eye practised like a blind man's touch.
-Back to the joyless Ocean thou art gone; And now I call the path-way by thy name, And love the fir-grove with a perfect love.
Thither do I withdraw when cloudless suns Shine hot, or wind blows troublesome and strong: And there I sit at evening, when the steep
Of Silver-how, and Grasmere's placid Lake,
And one green Island, gleam between the stems Of the dark firs, a visionary scene;
And, while I gaze upon the spectacle
Of clouded splendour, on this dream-like sight Of solemn loveliness, I think on thee, My Brother, and on all which thou hast lost. Nor seldom, if I rightly guess, while Thou, Muttering the Verses which I muttered first Among the mountains, through the midnight watch Art pacing to and fro the Vessel's deck
In some far region, here, while o'er my head At every impulse of the moving breeze
The fir-grove murmurs with a sea-like sound, Alone I tread this path;--for aught I know, Timing my steps to thine; and, with a store Of undistinguishable sympathies,
Mingling most earnest wishes for the day
When we, and others whom we love, shall meet A second time, in Grasmere's happy Vale.
Note. This wish was not granted; the lamented Person, not long after, perished by shipwreck, in discharge of his duty as Commander of the Honourable East India Company's Vessel, the Earl of Abergavenny.
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