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LETTERS,

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LETTER I.

ON CERTAIN FUNERAL CEREMONIES.

THE advice you wish me to give, my dear friend, in a certain quarter, would be useless. I have long lost all influence there, if I ever had any. Counsel from me to avoid exposure to the pestilence, would rather induce your kinsman to encounter it, and run the chance of the contingency, to prove me wrong. I believe, however, that your fears are needless, and you may safely calm your solicitude:-Were it otherwise, I could hardly partake of it. I am glad that your own experience and feelings, make you think death such a misfortune for others: for myself, I think it far from being the worst thing that can happen to us, and there are situations in which, though it would not be justifiable to seek it, 'tis not worth the trouble to avoid it. I have felt many moments when

it appeared a desirable alternative. I rejoice that you have not found life, to borrow the exasperated expressions of Helen M'Gregor," the same weary and wasting burden that it is to me that it is to every noble and generous mind." But I have so much reason to regard its loss with indifference, that I can but faintly participate in your apprehensions. To say the truth, I am at times seriously tired of this chrysalis state of existence, and feel a wish to be trying my wings in a different region. You know that I am not sullen, nor careless of your anxieties? but if my views are gloomy, are not your fears unfounded;-or if not unfounded, are they not exaggerated? This is a subject that will bear the support of poetry: let me recall a passage that you are well acquainted with.

-Reason thus with life :

If I do lose thee, I do lose a thing

That none but fools would reck ;—a breath thou art,
Servile to all the skyey influences,

That do this habitation, where thou keep'st,
Hourly afflict. Merely thou art death's fool;
For him thou labour'st by thy flight to shun,

And yet runn'st tow'rd him still :-Thou art not noble, ;
For all the accommodations that thou bear'st

Are nurs'd by baseness :-Thou'rt by no means valiant ;
For thou dost fear the soft and tender fork

Of a poor worm. Thy best of rest is sleep,
And that thou oft provok'st, yet grossly fear'st
Thy death, which is no more. Thou'rt not thyself:
For thou exist'st on many a thousand grains,
That issue out of dust :-Happy thou art not;
For what thou hast not, still thou striv'st to get,

And what thou hast, forget'st :-Thou art not certain ;
For thy complexion shifts to strange effects,

After the moon. If thou art rich, thou'rt poor ;
For like an ass whose back with ingots bows,
Thou bear'st thy heavy riches but a journey,
And death unloadeth thee. Friends thou hast none :
For thy own bowels, which do call thee sire,
The mere effusion of thy proper loins,

Do curse the gout, serpigo, and the rheum,

For ending thee no sooner. Thou hast nor youth nor age,
But as it were an after-dinner's sleep,

Dreaming on both for pall'd, thy blessed youth
Becomes as aged-and doth beg the alms

Of palsied Eld: and when thou'rt old and rich,
Thou hast neither heat, affection, limb, nor beauty,
To make thy riches pleasant:-What's yet in this
That bears the name of life? yet in this life
Lie hid more thousand deaths; yet death we fear,
That makes these odds all even.

Yet I do not wish to bring you to my conclusions; and if these arguments have an influence that way, you know where to find in the same admirable drama,* the opposite side of the question, stated even more eloquently, and with an effect that will make you shudder.

You will do me the justice to acknowledge that, whatever may be the course of my reflections, I do not often talk or write in the strain I have here been led into; but it may be a fit occasion, after this introduction, to make some remarks, which I once promis

. Measure for Measure.

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