My soul goes up with joy Then comes the sad thought that he is not there! When at the day's calm close, Before we seek repose, I'm with his mother offering up our prayer, I am, in spirit, praying For our boy's spirit, though he is not there! The form I used to see Was but the raiment that he used to wear. The grave that now doth press Is but his wardrobe locked · - he is not there! He lives! in all the past He lives! nor to the last Of seeing him again will I despair. In dreams I see him now; And on his angel brow I see it written, - Thou shalt see me there! Yes, we all live to God! Father, thy chastening rod So help us, thine afflicted ones, to bear, That in the Spirit land, Meeting at thy right hand, 'T will be our heaven to find that he is there! JOY IN SORROW. HAVE we not knelt beside his bed, And watched our first-born blossom die? Hoped, till the shade of hope had fled, Then wept till feeling's fount was dry? Was it not sweet, in that dark hour, To think, 'mid mutual tears and sighs, Our bud had left its earthly bower, And burst to bloom in Paradise? What to the thought that soothed that woe RESIGNATION. THERE is no flock, however watched and tended, But one dead lamb is there! There is no fireside, howsoe'er defended, But has one vacant chair! The air is full of farewells to the dying, The heart of Rachel for her children crying Let us be patient! these severe afflictions But oftentimes celestial benedictions Assume this dark disguise. We see but dimly through the mists and vapors; What seem to us but dim, funereal tapers, There is no death! what seems so is transition; This life of mortal breath Is but a suburb of the life Elysian, Whose portal we call Death. She is not dead, – the child of our affection, But gone unto that school, Where she no longer needs our poor protection, And Christ himself doth rule. In that great cloister's stillness and seclusion Safe from temptation, safe from sin's pollution, Day after day we think what she is doing Thus do we walk with her, and keep unbroken Thinking that our remembrance, though unspoken, Not as a child shall we again behold her; In our embraces we again enfold her, She will not be a child; But a fair maiden, in her Father's mansion, Clothed with celestial grace; And beautiful, with all the soul's expansion, And though at times, impetuous with emotion. The swelling heart heaves, moaning like the ocean We will be patient! and assuage the feeling We cannot wholly stay; By silence sanctifying, not concealing The grief that must have way. |