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away from that house where all my treasure was deposited.

เ Thus, Madam, I have, in obedience to your com'mands, run through a scene, which, if it hath been tiresome to you, you must yet acquit me of having obtruded upon you. This I am convinced of, that no one is capable of tasting such a scene, who hath not a heart 'full of tenderness, and perhaps not even then, unless he ' hath been in the same situation.'

CHAPTER III.

In which Mr. Booth sets forward on his Journey.

'WELL, Madam, we have now taken our leave of Amelia.

I rode a full mile before I once suffered myself to look back; but now being come to the top of a little hill, 'the last spot I knew which could give me a prospect of 'Mrs. Harris's house, my resolution failed: I stopt and 'cast my eyes backward. Shall I tell you what I felt 'at that instant? I do assure you I am not able. So เ many tender ideas crowded at once into my mind, that, 'if I may use the expression, they almost dissolved my 'heart. And now, Madam, the most unfortunate acci'dent came first into my head. This was, that I had in 'the hurry and confusion left the dear casket behind me. 'The thought of going back at first suggested itself; but 'the consequences of that were too apparent. I there'fore resolved to send my man, and in the mean time to 'ride on softly on my road. He immediately executed my orders, and after some time, feeding my eyes with 'that delicious and yet heart-felt prospect, I at last turned my horse to descend the hill, and proceeded about a 'hundred yards, when, considering with myself, that I

'should lose no time by a second indulgence, I again ' turned back, and once more feasted my sight with the same painful pleasure, till my man returned, bringing เ me the casket, and an account that Amelia still continued in the sweet sleep I left her.-I now suddenly turned เ my horse for the last time, and with the utmost resolution pursued my journey.

'I perceived my man at his return-But, before I เ mention any thing of him, it may be proper, Madam, 'to acquaint you who he was. He was the foster-brother เ of my Amelia. This young fellow had taken it into his 'head to go into the army; and he was desirous to serve 'under my command. The doctor consented to discharge him; his mother at last yielded to his importunities; and I was very easily prevailed on to list one of the 'handsomest young fellows in England.

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'You will easily believe I had some little partiality to เ one whose milk Amelia had sucked; but, as he had never seen the regiment, I had no opportunity to shew ' him any great mark of favour. Indeed, he waited on me as my servant; and I treated him with all the tenderness 'which can be used to one in that station.

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'When I was about to change into the horse-guards, 'the poor fellow began to droop, fearing that he should no longer be in the same corps with me, though 'certainly that would not have been the case. Howเ ever, he had never mentioned one word of his 'dissatisfaction. He is indeed a fellow of a noble spirit; but when he heard that I was to remain 'where I was, and that we were to go to Gibraltar 'together, he fell into transports of joy, little short of 'madness. In short, the poor fellow had imbibed a very strong affection for me; though this was what I knew 'nothing of till long after.

'When he returned to me then, as I was saying, with

'the casket, I observed his eyes all over blubbered with เ tears. I rebuked him a little too rashly on this 'occasion. "Heyday! says I, what is the meaning of "this; I hope I have not a milksop with me. If I "thought you would shew such a face to the enemy, "I would leave you behind."—" Your honour need not "fear that," answered he, "I shall find nobody there "that I shall love well enough to make me cry." 'I was highly pleased with this answer, in which I thought I could discover both sense and spirit. I then เ asked him what had occasioned those tears since he had left me (for he had no sign of any at that time), and

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( whether he had seen his mother at Mrs. Harris's? answered in the negative, and begged that I would ask no more questions; adding, that he was not very apt to เ cry, and he hoped he should never give me such another opportunity of blaming him. I mention this only as an ( instance of his affection towards me; for I never could account for those tears, any otherwise than by placing 'them to the account of that distress in which he left 'me at that time. We travelled full forty miles that 'day without baiting, when, arriving at the inn where I 'intended to rest that night, I retired immediately to my chamber, with my dear Amelia's casket, the open'ing of which was the nicest repast, and to which every 'other hunger gave way.

'It is impossible to mention to you all the little ( matters with which Amelia had furnished this casket. 'It contained medicines of all kinds, which her mother, 'who was the Lady Bountiful of that country, had supplied her with. The most valuable of all to me เ was a lock of her dear hair, which I have from that 'time to this worn in my bosom. What would I have 'then given for a little picture of my dear angel, which 'she had lost from her chamber about a month before? and

' which we had the highest reason in the world to imagine ' her sister had taken away; for the suspicion lay only 'between her and Amelia's maid, who was of all เ creatures the honestest, and whom her mistress had ' often trusted with things of much greater value; for 'the picture which was set in gold, and had two or 'three little diamonds round it, was worth about twelve guineas only; whereas Amelia left jewels in her care of 'much greater value.'

เ Sure,' cries Miss Matthews, 'she could not be such a paltry pilferer.'

'Not on account of the gold or the jewels,' cries Booth. 'We imputed it to mere spite, with which I assure you 'she abounds; and she knew that, next to Amelia herself, 'there was nothing I valued so much as this little picture; for such a resemblance did it bear of the original, that Hogarth himself did never, I believe, draw a stronger likeness. Spite therefore was the เ only motive to this cruel depredation; and indeed 'her behaviour on the occasion sufficiently convinced us both of the justice of our suspicion, though we 'neither of us durst accuse her; and she herself had 'the assurance to insist very to insist very strongly (though she 'could not prevail) with Amelia to turn away her innocent maid, saying, she would not live in the 'house with a thief.'

Miss Matthews now discharged some curses on Miss Betty, not much worth repeating, and then Mr. Booth proceeded in his relation.

CHAPTER IV.

A Sea Piece.

'THE next day we joined the regiment, which was soon เ after to embark. Nothing but mirth and jollity were in 'the countenance of every officer and soldier; and, as I เ now met several friends whom I had not seen for above a year before, I passed several happy hours, in which poor Amelia's image seldom obtruded itself to interrupt my pleasure. To confess the truth, dear Miss Matthews, 'the tenderest of passions is capable of subsiding; nor is 'absence from our dearest friends so insupportable as it may at first appear. Distance of time and place do really cure what they seem to aggravate; and taking 'leave of our friends resembles taking leave of the world; 'concerning which it hath been often said, that it is 'not death, but dying, which is terrible.'-Here Miss Matthews burst into a fit of laughter, and cried, ‘I sincerely ask your pardon; but I cannot help laughing at the gravity of your philosophy.' Booth answered, That the doctrine of the passions had been always his favourite study; that he was convinced every man acted entirely from that passion which was uppermost; ‘Can I then think,' said he, without entertaining the utmost 'contempt for myself, that any pleasure upon earth could 'drive the thoughts of Amelia one instant from my 'mind?

'At length we embarked aboard a transport, and sailed 'for Gibraltar; but the wind, which was at first fair, soon chopped about; so that we were obliged, for several days, to beat to windward, as the sea phrase is. During 'this time, the taste which I had of a seafaring life did 'not appear extremely agreeable. We rolled up and

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