Is stronger than the legal; that to break And necessary for the world's advance, As any just rebellion against force Which weaves more tangible, therefore weaker, chains. I speak half-joking; yet I would you knew And therefore, by God's law, of greater love. This is a postscript; postscripts, so they say, A letter which might well be summarised In these two words,-'For shame!' It wounded her Most deeply, yet she wrote most kindly back; I saw the letter. Well, to-day there comes Or gain, or fear of some material loss, That poisons man's existence? I would fain The whole world were a Corinth, could the taint Of body be accepted as the price For purging out the fouler leprosy Of self-advantage. Trade, religion, art,- E 50 LETTER VII. MRS. JOHNSTONE TO A FRIEND. Thornton Grange: Oct. 14, 18-2. My griefs grow greater. Months ago you knew How Gertrude's changed affection wounded me, Changed, though in truth I think she knows it not, And only deems, poor child, her duty shown In teaching me to see more clearly mine. One child still with me,-Gertrude, -(for the drive Is nothing for the state she boasts of now,) With me in bodily presence, though in mind To let me think ;-and one still near in soul, Too great to speak of calmly, even to you ;— My heart should most be troubled; yet so strange That rather does my comfort flow from her; I cannot measure it—herself I know; And after many conflicts with myself, And with the sternness of received ideas, This light, thank God! burns clear without eclipse;— That to herself she is devoid of sin ; That to her soul no pureness has been lost, But rather added; if it were not thus I could not even speak of her to you. My darling's letter which you find enclosed,— Not much, I think, even here; and even here A civil marriage, secretly performed To cheat my prohibition; this, I think, Includes all rumours. (For my will, God knows It was not wanting to her happiness. |