83 LETTER XI. A PHYSICIAN TO HIS WIFE. San Remo March 1, 18-3. WHAT news will be most welcome to you first? That I am daily stronger, and expect To be in England on the day of fools,- Who thought to find a lover in a man 'Of bottles all compact?' Shall this come first? And then what next? That I have read ten times, And twenty times, my son-and-heir's epistle, Walking along his pothooks like a man Who threads the zigzags of a garden path? And then what next? To threaten John that if He overdrives the chestnut, I shall hold Himself responsible? How should poor Wright, Who, notwithstanding all his cleverness And hospital experience, does not know A cab-horse from a hunter,-how should he Of plausible John's assurances? So, thus, The winner after all. Why, my dear Charles, 'What nonsense are you talking!' No, my dear; It is not nonsense to myself; I want ; Then, if the end of it should make you sad, The contrast will be useful. You remember That some two months ago, as à propos Of Mary Cheetham's case, I mentioned one Much similar which I had met with here, Only before the birth, instead of after. Of perfect rest; well, 'tis the only case Professionally. I am glad I did so;— Glad, not for any profit to myself, Unless it be of more humility. The lady whom I spoke of died last week; It may be that the absence of all others Has led my mind to rest upon this case More than it ever dwelt on one before; Unless it be that story of the time When first I walked the hospitals, and saw The dying mother recognise her child In the next bed, a fever-stricken girl Long lost to home, and raving of such things As one life only could have made her know. The lady died last week; sane or insane (And, finding so, am trebly glad that I Of wedded wife; and how far mad she was Is one, they say, of God's most precious gifts; Can conscientiousness be strained so far As to become destructive? Is there not A point at which its usefulness may end, Let me trace out her history. These two Were both romantic, as the world would say, To madness; he, the husband, is a man I needs must say,—that if she was not one Than ever pen depicted. Well, these two, But not before the world, although they issued The usual wedding-cards, which is the point The whole thing turns upon. I can't make out Who knew the truth, if any one; I think Her mother knew it, who, poor thing, arrived In time to see her daughter's funeral. They came here in the summer, so I hear, |