The laughter which no half-belief In wrath could all suppress; The falling tears, which looked like grief, And were but gentleness: The fancies sent, for bliss, abroad, As Eden's were not doneMistaking still the cherub's sword For shining of the sun! The sportive speech with wisdom in 't- Of God's creative hold: The praying words in whispers said, The gentle consciousness of praise, The shadow on thy smile for each So quick hath love been thee to teach, Sit still as erst beside his feet! The future days are dim, But those will seem to thee most sweet And let him see arise A clearer sun and greener earth Ah, loving eyes! that used to lift May bright-eyed hosts your guardians be While, brightly as ye turned on me, Ye meet th' advancing years! A DIRGE. "The only son of his mother; and she was a widow." MISS S. J. WILLIAMS. I LOST him in untainted youth, No care had furrowed his young cheek, I craved that mine own hand might close The veil above his face ; I left him to the deep repose Of death's lone dwelling-place. I turned away from that fresh mould, Then first the dreadful truth seemed told, Thenceforth I loathed the cheerful day— I loathed the lovely and the gay,- I loathed the laughing flowers-the sound The little glistening rills, that bound I shunned the infant's tuneful voice, Its plaintive tone, its merry bound, Had all to me one only sound, I laid my hand upon a book, Oft had I read that book before With half-averted eye, And closed it, when my task was o'er, But then my mind dwelt on the words A breath swept o'er its broken chords I read of long-enduring love, A change came o'er my spirit then, I loved a happy sound-my boy, But when I saw young children seem To revel in delight, I thought what mother's eyes would gleam With rapture at the sight. I welcomed the returning sun |