were self-sustaining, and what was to be gained by our combining in unanimous despair? Our weather-beaten skipper, a thing of clay that seemed utterly incapable of any expression whatever, save in the slight facial contortion consequent to the mechanical movement of his lower jaw,-the skipper sat, with barometer in hand, eyeing the fatal finger that pointed to our doom; the rest of us were lashed to the legs of the centre-table, glad of any object to fix our eyes upon, and nervously awaiting a turn in the state of affairs, that was then by no means encouraging. I happened to remember that there were some sealed letters to be read from time to time on the passage out, and it occurred to me that one of the times had comeperhaps the last and only-wherein I might break the remaining seals, and receive a sort of parting visit from the fortunate friends on shore. I opened one letter and read these prophetic lines: "Dear child,”—she was twice my age, and privileged to make a pet of me,-"Dear child, I have a presentiment that we shall never meet again in the flesh." The poor girl's knowledge of past times was almost too much for me. I shuddered where I sat, overcome with remorse. It was enough that I had turned my back on her and sought consolation in the treacherous bosom of the ocean; that, having failed to find the spring of immortal life in human affection, I had packed up and emigrated, content to fly the ills I had in search of change; but that parting shot, below the water-line as it were, that was more than I asked for, and something more than I could stomach. I returned to watch with the rest of our little company, who clung about the table with a pitiful sense of momentary security, and an expression of pathetic condolence on every countenance, as though each was sitting out the last hours of the others. Our particular bane that night was a crusty old seadog whose memory of wrecks and marine disasters of every conceivable nature was as complete as an encyclopædia. This" old man of the sea" spun his tempestuous yarn with fascinating composure, and the whole company was awed into silence with the haggard realism of his narrative. The cabin must have been air-tight, it was as close as possible, yet we heard the shrieking of the wind as it tore through the rigging, and the long hiss of the waves rushing past us with lightning speed. Sometimes an avalanche of foam buried us for a moment, and the "Petrel" trembled like a living thing stricken with sudden fear; we seemed to be hanging on the crust of a great bubble that was, sooner or later, certain to burst, and let us drop into its vast black chasm, where, in Cimmerian darkness, we should be entombed for ever. The scenic effect, as I then considered, was unnecessarily vivid; as I now recall it, it seems to me strictly in keeping and thoroughly dramatic. At any rate, you might have told us a dreadful story with almost fatal success. al I had still one letter left, one bearing this suggestive legend: "To be read in the saddest hour." Now, if there is a sadder hour in all time than the hour of hopeless and friendless death, I care not to know of it. I broke the seal of my letter, feeling that something charitable and cheering would give me strength. A few dried leaves were stored within it. The faint fragrance of summer bowers reassured me somewhere in the blank world of waters there was land, and there Nature was kind and fruitful; out over the fearful deluge this leaf was borne to me in the return of the invisible dove my heart had sent forth in its extremity. A song was written therein, perhaps a song of triumph. I could now silence the clamorous tongue of our sea-monster, who was glutting us with tales of horror, for a jubilee was at hand, and here was the first note of its trumpets. I read : "Beyond the parting and the meeting, I shall be soon; Beyond the farewell and the greeting, I paused. A night black with croaking ravens, brooding over a slimy hulk, through whose warped timbers the sea oozed, that was the sort of picture that rose before me. I looked further for a crumb of comfort : A tide of ice-water seemed rippling up and down my spinal column; the marrow congealed within my bones. But I recovered. When a man has supped full of horror and there is no immediate climax, he can collect himself and be comparatively brave. A reaction restored my soul. 16 |