And woodland pleasures, the resounding horn, The pack loud chiming, and the hunted hare. So through the darkness and the cold we flew, And not a voice was idle; with the din Smitten, the precipices rang aloud; The leafless trees and every icy crag Tinkled like iron; while far distant hills Into the tumult sent an alien sound
Of melancholy not unnoticed, while the stars Eastward were sparkling clear, and in the west The orange sky of evening died away. Not seldom from the uproar I retired Into a silent bay, or sportively Glanced sideway, leaving the tumultuous throng, To cut across the reflex of a star
That fled, and, flying still before me, gleamed Upon the glassy plain; and oftentimes, When we had given our bodies to the wind, And all the shadowy banks on either side
Came sweeping through the darkness, spinning still The rapid line of motion, then at once Have I, reclining back upon my heels, Stopped short; yet still the solitary cliffs
Wheeled by me -even as if the earth had rolled With visible motion her diurnal round! Behind me did they stretch in solemn train, Feebler and feebler, and I stood and watched Till all was tranquil as a dreamless sleep.
Ye Presences of Nature in the sky And on the earth! Ye Visions of the hills! And Souls of lonely places! can I think A vulgar hope was yours when ye employed Such ministry, when ye through many a year Haunting me thus among my boyish sports, On caves and trees, upon the woods and hills, Impressed upon all forms the characters Of danger or desire; and thus did make The surface of the universal earth
With triumph and delight, with hope and fear, Work like a sea?
Might I pursue this theme through every change Of exercise and play, to which the year Did summon us in his delightful round.
We were a noisy crew; the sun in heaven Beheld not vales more beautiful than ours; Nor saw a band in happiness and joy Richer, or worthier of the ground they trod. I could record with no reluctant voice The woods of autumn and their hazel bowers With milk-white clusters hung; the rod and line, True symbol of hope's foolishness, whose strong And unreproved enchantment led us on By rocks and pools shut out from every star, All the green summer, to forlorn cascades Among the windings hid of mountain brooks. - Unfading recollections! at this hour The heart is almost mine with which I felt, From some hill-top on sunny afternoons, The paper kite high among fleecy clouds Pall at her rein like an impetuous courser; Or, from the meadows sent on gusty days, Beheld her breast the wind, then suddenly Dashed headlong, and rejected by the storm.
Ye lowly cottages wherein we dwelt, A ministration of your own was yours; Can I forget you, being as you were So beautiful among the pleasant fields In which ye stood? or can I here forget The plain and seemly countenance with which Ye dealt out your plain comforts? Yet had ye Delights and exultations of your own. Eager and never weary we pursued Our home-amusements by the warm peat-fire At evening, when with pencil, and smooth slate In square divisions parcelled out and all With crosses and with ciphers scribbled o'er, We schemed and puzzled, head opposed to head In strife too humble to be named in verse: Or round the naked table, snow-white deal, Cherry or maple, sat in close array, And to the combat, loo or whist, led on A thick-ribbed army; not, as in the world, Neglected and ungratefully thrown by Even for the very service they had wrought, But husbanded through many a long campaign. Uncouth assemblage was it, where no few Had changed their functions; some, plebeian cards Which fate, beyond the promise of their birth, Had dignified, and called to represent The persons of departed potentates. Oh, with what echoes on the board they fel!! Ironic diamonds, clubs, hearts, diamonds, spades, A congregation piteously akin! Cheap matter offered they to boyish wit Those sooty knaves, precipitated down
With scoffs and taunts, like Vulcan out of beaven:
The paramount ace, a moon in her eclipse,
By chance collisions and quaint accidents
Queens gleaming through their splendour's last decay, (Like those ill-sorted unions, work supposed
And monarchs surly at the wrongs sustained
royal visages. Meanwhile abroad
Incessant rain was falling, or the frost Raged bitterly, with keen and silent tooth; Lad, interrupting oft that eager game, From under Esthwaite's splitting fields of ice The pent-up air, struggling to free itself, Gave out to meadow grounds and hills a loud Protracted yelling, like the noise of wolves Bowling in troops along the Bothnic Main.
Nor, sedulous as I have been to trace How Nature by extrinsic passion first Peupled the mind with forms sublime or fair, And made me love them, may I here omit How other pleasures have been mine, and joys (subtler origin; how I have felt, Not seldom even in that tempestuous time, Those hallowed and pure motions of the sense Which seem, in their simplicity, to own As intellectual charm; that calm delight Which, if I err not, surely must belong To those first-born affinities that fit Our new existence to existing things, And, in our dawn of being, constitute The bond of union between life and joy.
Yes, I remember when the changeful earth,
And twice five summers, on my mind had stamped The faces of the moving year, even then
I held unconscious intercourse with beauty
Od as creation, drinking in a pure Organic pleasure from the silver wreaths Of curling mist, or from the level plain Of waters coloured by impending clouds.
The sands of Westmoreland, the creeks and bays Of Cumbria's rocky limits, they can tell
How, when the Sea threw off his evening shade, And to the shepherd's hut on distant hills Seat welcome notice of the rising moon, How I have stood, to fancies such as these A stranger, linking with the spectacle No conscious memory of a kindred sight, And bringing with me no peculiar sense of quietness or peace; yet have I stood,
Even while mine eye hath moved o'er many a league Of shining water, gathering as it seemed Through every hair-breadth in that field of light New pleasure like the bee among the flowers.
Thas oft amid those fits of vulgar joy Which, through all seasons, on a child's pursuits Are prompt attendants, 'mid that giddy bliss Wach, like a tempest, works along the blood And is forgotten; even then I felt
Geans like the flashing of a shield; the earth And common face of Nature spake to me Rememberable things; sometimes, 'tis true,
Of evil-minded fairies,) yet not vain Nor profitless, if haply they impressed Collateral objects and appearances, Albeit lifeless then, and doomed to sleep Until maturer seasons called them forth To impregnate and to elevate the mind. -And if the vulgar joy by its own weight Wearied itself out of the memory,
The scenes which were a witness of that joy Remained in their substantial lineainents Depicted on the brain, and to the eye Were visible, a daily sight; and thus By the impressive discipline of fear, By pleasure and repeated happiness, So frequently repeated, and by force Of obscure feelings representative
Of things forgotten, these same scenes so bright, So beautiful, so majestic in themselves, Though yet the day was distant, did become Habitually dear, and all their forms And changeful colours by invisible links Were fastened to the affections.
My story early not misled, I trust, By an infirmity of love for days Disowned by memory· -ere the breath of spring Planting my snowdrops among winter snows: Nor will it seem to thee, O Friend! so prompt
In sympathy, that I have lengthened out With fond and feeble tongue a tedious tale. Meanwhile, my hope has been, that I might fetch Invigorating thoughts from former years; Might fix the wavering balance of my mind, And haply meet reproaches too, whose power May spur me on, in manhood now mature, To honourable toil. Yet should these hopes Prove vain, and thus should neither I be taught To understand myself, nor thou to know With better knowledge how the heart was framed Of him thou lovest; need I dread from thee Harsh judgments, if the song be loth to quit Those recollected hours that have the charm Of visionary things, those lovely forms And sweet sensations that throw back our life, And almost make remotest infancy
A visible scene, on which the sun is shining?
One end at least hath been attained; my mind Hath been revived, and if this genial mood Desert me not, forthwith shall be brought down Through later years the story of my life. The road lies plain before me;—'tis a theme Single and of determined bounds; and hence I choose it rather at this time, than work Of ampler or more varied argument, Where I might be discomfited and lost: And certain hopes are with me, that to thee This labour will be welcome, honoured Friend!
SCHOOL-TIME.-(CONTINUED.)
THUS far, O Friend! have we, though leaving much Unvisited, endeavoured to retrace
The simple ways in which my childhood walked: Those chiefly that first led me to the love Of rivers, woods, and fields. The passion yet Was in its birth, sustained as might befall By nourishment that came unsought; for still From week to week, from month to month, we lived A round of tumult. Duly were our games Prolonged in summer till the daylight failed: No chair remained before the doors; the bench And threshold steps were empty; fast asleep The labourer, and the old man who had sat A later lingerer; yet the revelry Continued and the loud uproar: at last,
When all the ground was dark, and twinkling stars Edged the black clouds, home and to bed we went, Feverish with weary joints and beating minds. Ah! is there one who ever has been young, Nor needs a warning voice to tame the pride Of intellect and virtue's self-esteem?
One is there, though the wisest and the best Of all mankind, who covets not at times Union that cannot be; - who would not give, If so he might, to duty and to truth The eagerness of infantine desire? A tranquillizing spirit presses now On my corporeal frame, so wide appears The vacancy between me and those days Which yet have such self-presence in my mind, That, musing on them, often do I seem Two consciousnesses, conscious of myself And of some other Being. A rude mass Of native rock, left midway in the square Of our small market village, was the goal Or centre of these sports; and when, returned After long absence, thither I repaired, Gone was the old grey stone, and in its place A smart Assembly-room usurped the ground. That had been ours. There let the fiddle scream, And be ye happy! Yet, my Friends! I know That more than one of you will think with me Of those soft starry nights, and that old Dame From whom the stone was named, who there had sate, And watched her table with its huckster's wares Assiduous, through the length of sixty years.
We ran a boisterous course; the year span round With giddy motion. But the time approached
That brought with it a regular desire For calmer pleasures, when the winning forms Of Nature were collaterally attached To every scheme of holiday delight And every boyish sport, less grateful else And languidly pursued.
Our pastime was, on bright half-holidays, To sweep along the plain of Windermere With rival oars; and the selected bourne Was now an Island musical with birds That sang and ceased not; now a Sister Isle Beneath the oaks' umbrageous covert, sown With lilies of the valley like a field; And now a third small Island, where survived In solitude the ruins of a shrine
Once to Our Lady dedicate, and served Daily with chaunted rites. In such a race So ended, disappointment could be none, Uneasiness, or pain, or jealousy:
We rested in the shade, all pleased alike, Conquered and conqueror. Thus the pride of strengt And the vainglory of superior skill, Were tempered; thus was gradually produced A quiet independence of the heart; And to my Friend who knows me I may add, Fearless of blame, that hence for future days Ensued a diffidence and modesty, And I was taught to feel perhaps too much, The self-sufficing power of Solitude.
Our daily meals were frugal, Sabine fare! More than we wished we knew the blessing then Of vigorous hunger-hence corporeal strength Unsapped by delicate viands; for, exclude A little weekly stipend, and we lived Through three divisions of the quartered year In penniless poverty. But now to school From the half-yearly holidays returned, We came with weightier purses, that sufficed To furnish treats more costly than the Dame Of the old grey stone, from her scant board, supplied Hence rustic dinners on the cool green ground, Or in the woods, or by a river side Or shady fountains, while among the leaves Soft airs were stirring, and the mid-day sun Unfelt shone brightly round us in our joy. Nor is my aim neglected if I tell How sometimes, in the length of those half-years,
We from our funds drew largely; - proud to curb, And eager to spur on, the galloping steed; And with the courteous inn-keeper, whose stud Noped our want, we haply might employ By subterfuge, if the adventure's bound Were distant: some famed temple where of yore The Druids worshipped, or the antique walls that large abbey, where within the Vale Of Nightshade, to St. Mary's honour built,
Bands yet a mouldering pile with fractured arch, Be fry, and images, and living trees,
A woly scene! Along the smooth green turf
Our horses grazed. To more than inland peace Le by the west wind sweeping overhead Frim a tumultuous ocean, trees and towers In that sequestered valley may be seen, Bey silent and both motionless alike; Sa the deep shelter that is there, and such The safeguard for repose and quietness.
Our steeds remounted and the summons given, With whip and spur we through the chauntry flew In encouth race, and left the cross-legged knight, And the stone abbot, and that single wren Which one day sang so sweetly in the nave Of the old church, that-though from recent showers Teeth was comfortless, and touched by faint Ivernal breezes, sobbings of the place And respirations, from the roofless walls The shaddering ivy dripped large drops - yet still Setly 'mid the gloom the invisible bird Seng to herself, that there I could have made My dwelling-place, and lived for ever there To hear such music. Through the walls we flew At down the valley, and, a circuit made lintonness of heart, through rough and smooth Bescopered homewards. Oh, ye rocks and streams, As that still spirit shed from evening air!
in this joyous time I sometimes felt presence, when with slackened step we breathed A the sides of the steep hills, or when Led by gleams of moonlight from the sea We test with thundering hoofs the level sand.
May on long Winander's eastern shore, W the crescent of a pleasant bay, Aam stood; no homely featured house, Pl like its neighbouring cottages, Bas a splendid place, the door beset With chaises, groorns, and liveries, and within Ders, glasses, and the blood-red wine. latent times, and ere the Hall was built
the arge island, had this dwelling been
We worthy of a poet's love, a hut
bright fire and sycamore shade.
And mockery of the rustic painter's hand — Yet, to this hour, the spot to me is dear With all its foolish pomp. The garden lay Upon a slope surmounted by a plain
Of a small bowling-green; beneath us stood A grove, with gleams of water through the trees And over the tree-tops; nor did we want Refreshment, strawberries and mellow cream. There, while through half an afternoon we played On the smooth platform, whether skill prevailed Or happy blunder triumphed, bursts of glee Made all the mountains ring. But, ere night-fall, When in our pinnace we returned at leisure Over the shadowy lake, and to the beach
Of some small island steered our course with one, The Minstrel of the troop, and left him there, And rowed off gently, while he blew his flute Alone upon the rock-oh, then, the calm, And dead still water lay upon my mind Even with a weight of pleasure, and the sky, Never before so beautiful, sank down Into my heart, and held me like a dream! Thus were my sympathies enlarged, and thus Daily the common range of visible things Grew dear to me: already I began To love the sun; a boy I loved the sun, Not as I since have loved him, as a pledge And surety of our earthly life, a light Which we behold and feel we are alive; Nor for his bounty to so many worlds- But for this cause, that I had seen him lay His beauty on the morning hills, had seen The western mountain touch his setting orb, In many a thoughtless hour, when, from excess Of happiness, my blood appeared to flow For its own pleasure, and I breathed with joy. And, from like feelings, humble though intensc, To patriotic and domestic love
Analogous, the moon to me was dear; For I could dream away my purposes, Standing to gaze upon her while she hung Midway between the hills, as if she knew No other region, but belonged to thee, Yea, appertained by a peculiar right To thee and thy grey huts, thou one dear Vale!
Those incidental charms which first attached My heart to rural objects, day by day Grew weaker, and I hasten on to tell How Nature, intervenient till this time And secondary, now at length was sought For her own sake. But who shall parcel out His intellect by geometric rules,
Split like a province into round and square? Who knows the individual hour in which
B-though the rhymes were gone that once inscribed His habits were first sown, even as a seed?
The Preshold, and large golden characters,
Spread o'er the spangled sign-board, had dislodged The old Lion and usurped his place, in slight
Who that shall point as with a wand and say
"This portion of the river of my mind
Came from yon fountain?" Thou, my Friend! art one
More deeply read in thine own thoughts; to Science appears but what in truth she is, Not as our glory and our absolute boast, But as a succedaneum, and a prop To our infirmity. No officious slave Art thou of that false secondary power By which we multiply distinctions, then Deem that our puny boundaries are things That we perceive, and not that we have made. To thee, unblinded by these formal arts, The unity of all hath been revealed, And thou wilt doubt, with me less aptly skilled Than many are to range the faculties In scale and order, class the cabinet Of their sensations, and in voluble phrase Run through the history and birth of each As of a single independent thing.
Hard task, vain hope, to analyze the mind, If each most obvious and particular thought Not in a mystical and idle sense,
But in the words of Reason deeply weighed, Hath no beginning.
Blest the infant Babe, (For with my best conjecture I would trace Our Being's earthly progress,) blest the Babe, Nursed in his Mother's arms, who sinks to sleep Rocked on his Mother's breast; who with his soul Drinks in the feelings of his Mother's eye! For him, in one dear Presence, there exists A virtue which irradiates and exalts
Objects through widest intercourse of sense. No outcast he, bewildered and depressed; Along his infant veins are interfused The gravitation and the filial bond
Of nature that connect him with the world. Is there a flower, to which he points with hand Too weak to gather it, already love Drawn from love's purest earthly fount for him Hath beautified that flower; already shades Of pity cast from inward tenderness Do fall around him upon aught that bears Unsightly marks of violence or harm. Emphatically such a being lives, Frail creature as he is, helpless as frail, An inmate of this active universe. For feeling has to him imparted power That through the growing faculties of sense Doth like an agent of the one great Mind Create, creator and receiver both. Working but in alliance with
Which it beholds. Such, verily, ie the first Poetic spirit of our human fe,
By uniform control of after years, In most, abated or suppressed: in some, Through every change of growth end of decay, Pre-eminent till death.
From early days, Beginning not long after that first time In which, a Babe, by intercourse of touch
I heid mute dialogues with my Mother's heart, I have endeavoured to display the means Whereby this infant sensibility,
Great birthright of our being, was in me Augmented and sustained. Yet is a path More difficult before me; and I fear That in its broken windings we shall need The chamois' sinews, and the eagle's wing: For now a trouble came into my mind From unknown causes. I was left alone Seeking the visible world, nor knowing why. The props of my affections were removed, And yet the building stood, as if sustained By its own spirit! All that I beheld Was dear, and hence to finer influxes The mind lay open to a more exact And close communion. Many are our joys In youth, but oh! what happiness to live When every hour brings palpable access Of knowledge, when all knowledge is delight, And sorrow is not there! The seasons came, And every season wheresoe'er I moved Unfolded transitory qualities,
Which, but for this most watchful power of love, Had been neglected; left a register
Of permanent relations, else unknown. Hence life, and change, and beauty, solitude More active even than "best society"- Society made sweet as solitude
By silent inobtrusive sympathies, And gentle agitations of the mind From manifold distinctions, difference
Perceived in things, where, to the unwatchful eye, No difference is, and hence, from the same source, Sublimer joy; for I would walk alone, Under the quiet stars, and at that time Have felt whate'er there is of power in sound To breathe an elevated mood, by form Or image unprofaned; and I would stand, If the night blackened with a coming storm, Beneath some rock, listening to notes that are The ghostly language of the ancient earth, Or make their dim abode in distant winds. Thence did I drink the visionary power; And deem not profitless those fleeting moods Of shadowy exultation: not for this, That they are kindred to our purer mind And intellectual life; but that the soul, Remembering how she felt, but what she felt Remembering not, retains an obscure sense Of possible sublimity, whereto
With growing faculties she doth aspire, With faculties still growing, feeling still That whatsoever point they gain, they yet Have something to pursue.
And not alone, 'Mid gloom and tumult, but no less 'mid fair And tranquil scenes, that universal power And fitness in the latent qualities
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