long since ceased to respect it; petty malice that strikes at me through my wife, and mortifies and humiliates her, turn where she may. If I had only myself to think of, I might defy the worst that malice can do. But I have Mercy to think of-Mercy, whom I love better than my own life! Women live, poor things, in the opinions of others. I have had one warning already of what my wife is likely to suffer at the hands of my "friends"-Heaven forgive me for misusing the word! Shall I deliberately expose her to fresh mortifications?—and this for the sake of returning to a career the rewards of which I no longer prize? No! We will both be happy-we will both be free! God is merciful; Nature is kind; Love is true, in the New World as well as the Old. To the New World we will go !'

THIRD EXTRACT.

I hardly know whether I have done right or wrong. I mentioned yesterday to Lady Janet the cold reception of me on my return to London, and the painful sense of it felt by my wife.

'My aunt looks at the matter from her own peculiar point of view, and makes light of it accordingly. "You never did, and never will, understand Society, Julian,” said her ladyship. "These poor stupid people simply don't know what to do. They are waiting to be told by a person of distinction whether they are, or are not, to recognise your marriage. In plain English, they are waiting to be led by Me. Consider it done. I will lead them."

'I thought my aunt was joking. The event of today has shown me that she is terribly in earnest. Lady Janet has issued invitations for one of her grand balls at Mablethorpe House; and she has caused the report to be circulated everywhere that the object of the festival is "to celebrate the marriage of Mr. and Mrs. Julian Gray!"

'I at first refused to be present. To my amazement, however, Mercy sides with my aunt. She reminds me of all that we both owe to Lady Janet; and she has persuaded me to alter my mind. We are to go to the ball-at my wife's express request!

The meaning of this, as I interpret it, is that my poor love is still pursued in secret by the idea that my marriage has injured me in the general estimation. She will suffer anything, risk anything, believe anything, to be freed from that one haunting thought. Lady Janet predicts a social triumph; and my wife's despair-not my wife's conviction-accepts the prophecy. As for me, I am prepared for the result. It will end in our going to the New World, and trying Society in its infancy, among the forests and the plains. I shall quietly prepare for our departure, and own what I have done at the right time-that is to say, when the ball is over."

FOURTH EXTRACT.

'I have met with the man for my purpose-an old college friend of mine, now partner in a firm of shipowners, largely concerned in emigration.

"One of their vessels sails for America, from the

port of London, in a fortnight; touching at Plymouth. By a fortunate coincidence, Lady Janet's ball takes place in a fortnight. I see my way.

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Helped by the kindness of my friend, I have arranged to have a cabin kept in reserve, on payment of a small deposit. If the ball ends (as I believe it will) in new mortifications for Mercy-do what they may, I defy them to mortify me--I have only to say the word by telegraph, and we shall catch the ship at Plymouth.

'I know the effect it will have when I break the news to her; but I am prepared with my remedy. The pages of my diary, written in past years, will show plainly enough that it is not she who is driving me away from England. She will see the longing in me for other work and other scenes, expressing itself over and over again, long before the time when we first met.'

FIFTH EXTRACT.

'Mercy's ball-dress-a present from kind Lady Janet is finished. I was allowed to see the first trial, or preliminary rehearsal, of this work of art. I don't in the least understand the merits of silk and lace; but one thing I know- my wife will be the most beautiful woman at the ball.

'The same day I called on Lady Janet to thank her, and encountered a new revelation of the wayward and original character of my dear old aunt.

'She was on the point of tearing up a letter when I went into her room. Seeing me, she suspended her purpose and handed me the letter. It was in Mercy's

last page.

handwriting. Lady Janet pointed to a passage on the "Tell your wife, with my love,” she said, "that I am the most obstinate woman of the two. I positively refuse to read her, as I positively refuse to listen to her, whenever she attempts to return to that one subject. Now give me the letter back." I gave it back, and saw it torn up before my face. The one topic prohibited to Mercy as sternly as ever is still the personation of Grace Roseberry! Nothing could have been more naturally introduced, or more delicately managed, than my wife's brief reference to the subject. No matter. The reading of the first line was enough. Lady Janet shut her eyes and destroyed the letter— Lady Janet will live and die absolutely ignorant of the true story of "Mercy Merrick." What unanswerable riddles we are! Is it wonderful if we perpetually fail to understand one another?'

LAST EXTRACT.

The morning after the ball.

'It is done and over. Society has beaten Lady Janet. I have neither patience nor time to write at any length of it. We leave for Plymouth by the afternoon express.

'We were rather late in arriving at the ball. The magnificent rooms were filling fast. Walking through them with my wife, she drew my attention to a circumstance which I had not noticed at the time. "Julian,” she said, "look round among the ladies, and tell me if you see anything strange." As I looked round the band began playing a waltz. I observed that a few people

only passed by us to the dancing-room. I noticed next that of those few, fewer still were young. At last it burst upon me. With certain exceptions (so rare as to prove the rule), there were no young girls at Lady Janet's ball. I took Mercy at once back to the reception-room. Lady Janet's face showed that she too was aware of what had happened. The guests were still arriving. We received the men and their wives, the men and their mothers, the men and their grandmothers-but, in place of their unmarried daughters, elaborate excuses offered with a shameless politeness wonderful to see. Yes! This was how the matrons in high life had got over the difficulty of meeting Mrs. Julian Gray at Lady Janet's house!

'Let me do strict justice to everyone. The ladies who were present showed the needful respect for their hostess. They did their duty-no, overdid it, is perhaps the better phrase.

'I really had no adequate idea of the coarseness and rudeness which have filtered their way through society in these later times until I saw the reception accorded to my wife. The days of prudery and prejudice are days gone by. Excessive amiability and excessive liberality are the two favourite assumptions of the modern generation. To see the women expressing their liberal forgetfulness of my wife's misfortunes, and the men their amiable anxiety to encourage her husband— to hear the same set phrases repeated in every room: "So charmed to make your acquaintance, Mrs. Gray; so much obliged to dear Lady Janet for giving us this opportunity! Julian, old man, what a beautiful crea

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