Day after day he pierced the dark abyss : [sought. Such was the being whom I here descried, And fix'd my earnest expectation on him; For now or never might my hope be proved, How near, by searching, man might find out God. He took the child; he brought it up for her: The little one was dancing at his side, All this was by-play to the scene within Keen and absorbing thoughts were working there, At length they struck into the woods, and thence Thus, while he walk'd along that peaceful valley, Climb'd the grey rocks aloof. There from his crag, Though rapt in meditation far above The world which met his senses, but in vain Had fall'n before him, and his youngest daughter At their abrupt approach, the startled eagle From heaven, earth, sea, and air, at once upon him. The shores on cach hand lessen'd from the view; There stood the patriarch amidst a scene The page was Providence: but none, alas! Like Philip when he join'd the Eunuch's chariot! I hush'd the exclamation, for he seem'd To hear it; turn'd his head, and look'd all round, As if an eye invisible beheld him, A voice had spoken out of solitude: - Yea, such an eye beheld him, such a voice Had spoken; but they were not mine: his life He would have yielded on the spot to see That eye, to hear that voice, and understand it: It was the eye of GOD, the voice of Nature. All in a moment on his knees he fell; And, with imploring arms outstretch'd to heaven, And eyes no longer wet with hopeless tears, But beaming forth sublime intelligence, In words through which his heart's pulsation throbb'd, And made mine tremble to their accents, pray'd: "Oh! if there be a Power above all power, A Light above all light, a Name above All other names, in heaven and earth; that Power, Like incense kindled on a holy altar, sions: -"Oh! if Thou art, Thou knowest that I am : Behold me, hear me, pity me, despise not The prayer which-if Thou art-Thou hast inspired, Or wherefore seek I now a God unknown? He waited silently; there came no answer : He look'd abroad: there shone no light from heaven The child; but feeling fail'd not tears of light His eye, his ear, his heart; he dropp'd the flowers, But they were good, and that was all to him, Recovering thought, the venerable sire Beheld, and recognised, his darling boy, Thus beautiful and innocent, engaged In the same worship with himself. His heart Leap'd at the sight: he flung away despondence, While joy unspeakable and full of glory Broke through the pagan darkness of his soul. He ran and snatch'd the infant in his arms, Embraced him passionately, wept aloud, The Power above all power, the Light above To Him again, standing erect, he pray'd; Whom he invoked :-"Oh! Thou who art!" he cried, "And hast reveal'd that mystery to me, He paused; then, with the transport of a seer, know; And all that hear it worship at the sound, When thou shalt with a voice from heaven proclaim it! And so it surely shall be." "For Thou art ; And cried, scarce knowing what he said," My And if Thou art, Thou must be good!" exclaim'd son! The child, yet panting with the breath of prayer. They ceased; then went rejoicing down the mountains, Through the cool glen, where not a sound was heard, Amidst the dark solemnity of eve, But the loud purling of the little brook, The glittering firmament was full of stars. Here end my song; here ended not the vision: I heard seven thunders uttering their voices, And wrote what they did utter; but 'tis seal'd Within the volume of my heart, where thoughts, Unbodied yet in vocal words, await The quickening warmth of poesy to bring Their forms to light, like secret characters, Invisible till open'd to the fire; Or like the potter's paintings, colourless Till they have pass'd to glory through the flames. Vain boast! another day may not be given; This song may be my last; for I have reach'd That slippery descent, whence man looks back With melancholy joy on all he cherish'd, Around with love unfeign'd on all he's losing, Forward with hope that trembles while it turns To the dim point where all our knowledge ends. I am but one among the living; one Among the dead I soon shall be, and one Among unnumber'd millions yet unborn; The sum of Adam's mortal progeny, Seems but a sparkle of the smallest star For the grave's shadows lengthen in advance, And the grave's loneliness appals my spirit, me, Must think for ever; that which feels, must feel: — I am, and I can never cease to be. O thou that readest! take this parable Home to thy bosom; think as I have thought, And feel as I have felt, through all the changes Which Time, Life, Death, the world's great actors, wrought, While centuries swept like morning dreams before me, And thou shalt find this moral to my song: -Thou art, and thou canst never cease to be: What then are time, life, death, the world to thee? I may not answer; ask Eternity. PRISON AMUSEMENTS: WRITTEN DURING NINE MONTHS OF CONFINEMENT IN THE CASTLE OF YORK, IN THE YEARS 1795 AND 1796. INTRODUCTION. IT has been mentioned already, in the General Preface to this Edition of my Poems, that the first number of the Iris (succeeding to the Sheffield Register) was published by myself, and a friend whose name did not appear, on the 4th of July, 1794. He, however, soon becoming weary of the vexation, and alarmed by the peril to which we were exposed in the conduct of an independent journal, at the end of the first year retired from the conflict, leaving me in possession of a field, every inch of which was to be maintained either by inflexibly passive resistance, or by alternate aggression and defence, against numerous adversaries banded against my predecessor, and whose disappointed vengeance fell upon me, -- more from the misfortune of having stepped into his place when he left the kingdom, than for any offences that I had committed, or any personal spleen against myself. But I was singled out, as will appear in the sequel, not only as an object of suspicion from the situation which I occupied, but I was watched at every step of my progress as a proper object for prosecution when a feasible pretext could be found, an example being wanted to deter others from doing what I had not yet done, but what they were doing with impunity, because they were either above or below the mark of legal visitation. How this was effected I will now tell. Little more than a month after I had become connected with the newspaper, I was one day called into the bookseller's shop, where business-orders were received. There I found a poor-looking elderly man, whom I recollected to have seen in the street a little while before; when I was attracted both by his grotesque appearance, and his comical address as a ballad-monger. He stood with a bundle of pamphlets in his hand, crying out in a peculiar tone, "Here you have twelve songs for a penny!" Then he recapitulated at full length the title of each, thus: "The first song in the book is”. -so and so; "The second song in the book "—so and so; "The third song"-so and so; and on he went, “so and so," to the end of the catalogue. He now offered me the specimen of an article in his line, and asked what he must pay for six quires of the same. I immediately replied that I did not deal in such commodities, having better employment for my presses; he must therefore apply elsewhere (I believe I named a place where he might be served). “But," he rejoined, like one who had some knowledge of the terms used by printers, "you have this standing in your office.' "That is more than I know," was my answer. Taking up the printed leaf, I perceived that it contained two copies of verses, with each of which I had been long familiar, but had never seen them coupled in that shape before. At the top of the page was the impression of a wood-cut (Liberty and the British Lion), which I recognised as having figured in the frontispiece of an extinct periodical, issued by my predecessor, and entitled “The Patriot." The paper, also, of which a large stock had devolved to me, was of a particular kind, being the material of certain forms for the registration of freeholds, under a still-born act of parliament, printed on one side only, and which had been sold for waste. On discovering this, I went up into the office, and asked when and for whom such things as I held in my hand had been printed, as I had no knowledge of the job. "Oh, sir," said the foreman, "they were set up ever so long ago by Jack,” (Mr. Gales's apprentice, who had not been transferred to me,) "for himself, and to give away to his companions; and the matter is now standing in the types just as it was when you bought the stock in the office."— "Indeed," I exclaimed; "but how came the balladseller, who was bawling out his twelve songs for a penny the other day, to have a copy?"-In explanation of this he stated, that he had formerly known him when he himself was an apprentice in an office |