A PRAYER OF AFFECTION. BLESSINGS, O Father! shower— Father of mercies ! round his precious head ; Father! I pray Thee not For earthly treasure to that most beloved- Thy watching presence, Thy sustaining love, May sit undimmed! a gladness rest his own, So let him walk with Thee, And when Thou call'st him from his mortal place, That joyful trust! and brightly let him part, His Saviour's face! MRS HEMANS. THROUGH PEACE TO LIGHT. I Do not ask, O Lord, that life may be I do not ask that Thou wouldst take from me I do not ask that flowers should always spring I know too well the poison and the sting For one thing only, Lord, dear Lord, I plead, Though strength should falter, and though heart should bleed Through Peace to Light. I do not ask, O Lord, that Thou shouldst shed Give but a ray of peace, that I may tread I do not ask my cross to understand, Better in darkness just to feel Thy hand Joy is like restless day; but peace divine Lead me, O Lord, till perfect day shall shine, A. A. PROCTOR. SANCTA THERESA. THIS is no heaven! And yet they told me that all heaven was here, This life the foretaste of a life more dear; That all beyond this convent-cell Was but a fairer hell; That all was ecstasy and song within, That all without was tempest, gloom, and sin. Ah me, it is not so ; This is no heaven, I know! This is not rest! And yet they told me that all rest was here Within these walls the medicine and the cheer For broken hearts; that all without Was trembling, weariness, and doubt: This the sure ark which floats above the wave, Strong in life's flood to shelter and to save; This the still mountain-lake, Which winds can never shake. Ah me, it is not so ; This is not rest, I know! This is not light! And yet they told me that all light was here, Light of the holier sphere ; That, through this lattice seen, Clearer and more serene, The clear stars ever shone, Shining for me alone; And the bright moon more bright, Seen in the lone blue night By ever-watching eyes, The sun of convent-skies. Ah me, it is not so ; This is not light, I know! This is not love! And yet they told me that all love was here, All green, without a faded leaf, All smooth, without a fret, or cross, or grief; Yet calm as autumn's softest day ; No balm like convent-air, No hues of Paradise so fair! A jealous, peevish, hating world beyond; Envy and discord in the haunts of men ; Ah me, it is not so ; Here is no love, I know! This is not home! And yet for this I left my girlhood's bower, Shook the fresh dew from April's budding flower, Cut off my golden hair, Forsook the dear and fair, And fled, as from a serpent's eyes, Hour after hour to feed my eye, As if foul gaze like this could purify; By leaving home-work all undone, The fair home-garden all untilled, The home-affections all unfilled; As if these common rounds of work and love Would earn her crown by self-sought toil and pain; Dazzled by visions in the moody hour, Mocked by my own self-brooding heart, That could seduce a young and yearning soul And seek in cell or savage waste The cure of blighted hope, and love misplaced. Yet 'tis not the hard bed, nor lattice small, |