The Works of Lord Byron

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And thus, like to an angel o'er the dying

Who die in righteousness, she lean'd; and there All tranquilly the shipwreck'd boy was lying, As o'er him lay the calm and stirless air: But Zoe the meantime some eggs was frying, Since, after all, no doubt the youthful pair

CXLVII.

For still he lay, and on his thin worn cheek
A purple hectic play'd, like dying day
On the snow-tops of distant hills; the streak
Of sufferance yet upon his forehead lay, [weak,
Where the blue veins look'd shadowy, shrunk, and
And his black curls were dewy with the spray,
Which weigh'd upon them yet, all damp and salt
Mix'd with the stony vapors of the vault.

CXLVIII.

And she bent o'er him, and he lay beneath,

Hush'd as the babe upon its mother's breast, Droop'd as the willow when no winds can breathe, Lull'd like the depth of ocean when at rest, Fair as the crowning rose of the whole wreath, Soft as the callow cygnet in its nest;

In short he was a very pretty fellow,
Although his woes had turn'd him rather yellow.

CXLIX.

He woke and gazed, and would have slept again, But the fair face which met his eyes, forbade Those eyes to close, though weariness and pain Had further sleep a further pleasure made; For woman's face was never form'd in vain

For Juan, so that even when he pray'd, He turn'd from grisly saints, and martyrs hairy, To the sweet portraits of the Virgin Mary.

CL.

And thus upon his elbow he arose,

And look'd upon the lady in whose cheek The pale contented with the purple rose,

As with an effort she began to speak; Her eyes were eloquent, her words would pose, Although she told him, in good modern Greek, With an Ionian accent, low and sweet, That he was faint, and must not talk, but eat.

CLI.

Now Juan could not understand a word,

Being no Grecian; but he had an ear, And her voice was the warble of a bird, So soft, so sweet, so delicately clear, That finer, simpler music ne'er was heard; The sort of sound we echo with a tear,

Must breakfast, and betimes-lest they should ask it, Without knowing why-an overpowering tone, She drew out her provision from the basket.

CXLV.

She knew that the best feelings must have victual, And that a shipwreck'd youth would hungry be; Besides, being less in love, she yawn'd a little,

And felt her veins chill'd by the neighboring sea; And so, she cook'd their breakfast to a tittle; I can't say that she gave them any tea, But there were eggs, fruit, coffee, bread, fish, honey, With Scio wine-and all for love, not money.

CXLVI.

And Zoe, when the eggs were ready, and

The coffee made, would fain have waken'd Juan;
But Haidee stopp'd her with her quick small hand, |
And without word, a sign her finger drew on
Her lip, which Zoe needs must understand;

And, the first breakfast spoil'd, prepared a new one,
Because her mistress would not let her break
That sleep which seem'd as it would ne'er awake.

Whence melody descends, as from a throne.

CLII

And Juan gazed, as one who is awoke

By a distant organ, doubting if he be Not yet a dreamer, till the spell is broke

By the watchman, or some such reality,
Or by one's early valet's cursed knock;

At least it is a heavy sound to me,
Who like a morning slumber-for the night
Shows stars and women in a better light.

CLIII.
And Juan, too, was help'd out from his dream,
Or sleep, or whatsoe'er it was, by feeling
A most prodigious appetite: the steam
Of Zoe's cookery no doubt was stealing
Upon his senses, and the kindling beam

Of the new fire which Zoe kept up, kneeling To stir her viands, made him quite awake And long for food, but chiefly a beef-steak

CLIV.

But beef is rare within these oxless isles;
Goats' flesh there is, no doubt, and kid, and mutton,
And when a holiday upon them smiles,

A joint upon their barbarous spits they put on:
But this occurs but seldom, between whiles,

For some of these are rocks with scarce a hut on,
Others are fair and fertile, among which,
This, though not large, was one of the most rich.

CLV.

I say that beef is rare, and can't help thinking
That the old fable of the Minotaur-
From which our modern morals rightly shrinking,
Condemn the royal lady's taste who wore
A cow's shape for a mask-was only (sinking
The allegory) a mere type, no more,
That Pasiphae promoted breeding cattle,
To make the Cretans bloodier in battle.

CLVI.

For we all know that English people are
Fed upon beef-I won't say much of beer,
Because 'tis liquor only, and being far

From this my subject, has no business here:-
We know, too, they are very fond of war,

A pleasure-like all pleasures-rather dear;
So were the Cretans-from which I infer
That beef and battles both were owing to her

CLVII.

But to resume. The languid Juan raised
His head upon his elbow, and he saw
A sight on which he had not lately gazed,

As all his latter meals had been quite raw,
Three or four things for which the Lord be praised,
And, feeling still the famish'd vulture gnaw,

He fell upon whate'er was offer'd, like
A priest, a shark, an alderman, or pike.

CLVIII.

He ate, and he was well supplied; and she,
Who watch'd him like a mother, would have fed
Him past all bounds, because she smiled to see
Such appetite in one she had deem'd dead:
But Zoe, being older than Haidee,

Knew (by tradition, for she ne'er had read)
That famish'd people must be slowly nursed,
And fed by spoonfuls, else they always burst.

CLIX.

And so she took the liberty to state,

Rather by deeds than words, because the case
Was urgent, that the gentleman, whose fate

Had made her mistress quit her bed to trace
The seashore at this hour, must leave his plate,
Unless he wish'd to die upon the place-
She snatch'd it, and refused another morsel,

CLAI.

And then fair Haidee tried her tongue at speaking
But not a word could Juan comprehend,
Although he listen'd so that the young Greek in
Her earnestness would ne'er have made ar ad:
And, as he interrupted not, went eking

Her speech out to her protégé and friend,
Till, pausing at the last her breath to take,
She saw he did not understand Romaic.

CLXII.

And then she had recourse to nods, and signs,
And smiles, and sparkles of the speaking eye,
And read (the only book she could) the lines
Of his fair face, and found, by sympathy,
The answer eloquent, where the soul shines
And darts in one quick glance a long reply;
And thus in every look she saw express'd
A world of words, and things at which she guess'd
CLXIII.

And now, by dint of fingers and of eyes,
And words repeated after her, he took
A lesson in her tongue; but by surmise,
No doubt, less of her language than her look:
As he who studies fervently the skies

Turns oftener to the stars than to his book,
Thus Juan learn'd his alpha beta better
From Haidee's glance than any graven letter.

CLXIV.

'Tis pleasing to be school'd in a strange tongue
By female lips and eyes-that is, I mean,
When both the teacher and the taught are young,
As was the case, at least where I have been;

They smile so when one's right, and when one's

wrong

They smile still more, and then there intervene Pressure of hands, perhaps even a chaste kiss;I learn'd the little that I know by this:

CLXV.

That is, some words of Spanish, Turk, or Greek,
Italian not at all, having no teachers,
Much English I cannot pretend to speak,
Learning that language chiefly from its preachers,
Barrow, South, Tillotson, whom every week
I study, also Blair, the highest reachers
Of eloquence in piety and prose-

I hate your poets, so read none of those.

CLXVI.

As for the ladies, I have nought to say,

A wanderer from the British world of fashion, Where I, like other "dogs, have had my day," Like other men, too, may have had my passionBut that, like other things, has pass'd away:

And all her fools whom I could lay the lash on, Foes, friends, men, women, now are nought to me

Saying, he had gorged enough to make a horse ill. But dreams of what has been, no more to be.

CLX.

Next they-he being naked, save a tatter'd

Pair of scarce decent trousers-went to work,
And in the fire his recent rags they scatter'd,
And dress'd him, for the present, like a Turk,
Or Greek-that is, although it not much matter'd,
Omitting turban, slippers, pistols, dirk,-
They furnish'd him, entire except some stitches,
With a clean shirt, and very spacious breeches.

CLXVII.

Return we to Don Juan. He begun

To hear new words, and to repeat them; but Some feelings, universal as the sun,

Were such as could not in his breast be shut
More than within the bosom of a nun:

He was in love-as you would be, no doubt,
With a young benefactress,-so was she
Just in the way we very often see.

CLXVIII.

And every day by daybreak-rather early

For Juan, who was somewhat fond of rest-
She came into the cave, but it was merely

To see her bird reposing in his nest;
And she would softly stir his locks so curly,

Without disturbing her yet slumbering guest,
Breathing all gently o'er his cheek and mouth,
As o'er a bed of roses the sweet south.

CLXIX.

And every morn his color freshlier came,
And every day help'd on his convalescence,
"Twas well, because health in the human frame
Is pleasant, besides being true love's essence,
For health and idleness to passion's flame

Are oil and gunpowder; and some good lessons
Are also learnt from Ceres and from Bacchus,
Without whom Venus will not long attack us.

CLXX.

While Venus fills the heart, (without heart really
Love, though good always, is not quite so good,)
Ceres presents a plate of vermicelli,

For love must be sustain'd like flesh and blood.

While Bacchus pours out wine, or hands a jelly:

Eggs, oysters too, are amatory food;

But who is their purveyors from above

CLXXV.

Then came her freedom, for she had no mother,
So that, her father being at sea, she was
Freed as a married woman, or such other
Female, as where she likes may freely pass,
Without even the encumbrance of a brother,
The freest she that ever gazed on glass :

I speak of Christian lands in this comparison,
Where wives, at least, are seldom kept in garrison.

CLXXVI.

Now she prolong'd her visits and her talk,
(For they must talk,) and he had learnt to say
So much as to propose to take a walk,-

For little had he wander'd since the day
On which, like a young flower snapp'd from the stalk,
Drooping and dewy on the beach he lay,-
And thus they walk'd out in the afternoon,
And saw the sun set opposite the moon.

CLXXVII.

It was a wild and breaker-beaten coast,

With cliffs above, and a broad sandy shore,
Guarded by shoals and rocks as by a host,
With here and there a creek, whose aspect wore
A better welcome to the tempest-toss'd;

And rarely ceased the haughty billows' roar,
Save on the dead long summer days, which make

Heaven knows,-it may be Neptune, Pan, or Jove. The outstretch'd ocean glitter like a lake.

CLXXI.

When Juan woke, he found some good things ready,

A bath, a breakfast, and the finest eyes That ever made a youthful heart less steady, Besides her maid's, as pretty for their size; But I have spoken of all this already

And repetition's tiresome and unwise.Well-Juan, after bathing in the sea, Came always back to coffee and Haidee.

CLXXII.

Both were so young, and one so innocent,
That bathing pass'd for nothing; Juan seem'd
To her, as 'twere the kind of being sent,

Of whom these two years she had nightly dream'd,
A something to be loved, a creature meant

To be her happiness, and whom she deem'd To render happy; all who joy would win Must share it,-happiness was born a twin.

CLXXIII.

It was such pleasure to behold him, such
Enlargement of existence to partake
Nature with him, to thrill beneath his touch,
To watch him slumbering, and to see him wake:
To live with him for ever were too much;

But then the thought of parting made her quake:
He was her own, her ocean treasure, cast
Like a rich wreck-her first love and her last.

CLXXIV.

And thus a moon roll'd on, and fair Haidee
Paid daily visits to her boy, and took
Such plentiful precautions, that still he
Remain'd unknown within his craggy nook:
At last her father's prows put out to sea,

For certain merchantmen upon the look,
Not as of yore to carry off an Io,

But three Ragusan vessels, bound for Scio.

CLXXVIII.

And the small ripple spilt upon the beach

Scarcely o'erpass'd the cream of your champagne, When o'er the brim the sparkling bumpers reach,

That springdew of the spirit! the heart's rain! Few things surpass old wine; and they may preach Who please, the more because they preach in

vain,

Let us have wine and women, mirth and laughter,
Sermons and soda-water the day after.

CLXXIX.

Man, being reasonable, must get drunk ;
The best of life is but intoxication:
Glory, the grape, love, gold, in these are sunk
The hopes of all men, and of every nation;
Without their sap, how branchless were the trunk
Of life's strange tree, so fruitful on occasion!
But to return-get very drunk; and when
You wake with headache, you shall see what then
CLXXX.

Ring for your valet-bid him quickly bring
Some hock and soda-water, then you'll know
A pleasure worthy Xerxes the great king;
For not the blest sherbet, sublimed with snow,
Nor the first sparkle of the desert-spring,
Nor Burgundy in all its sunset glow,
After long travel, ennui, love, or slaughter,
Vie with that draught of hock and soda-water!

CLXXXI.

The coast-I think it was the coast that I
Was just describing-Yes, it was the coast-
Lay at this period quiet as the sky,

The sands untumbled, the blue waves untoss'd
And all was stillness, save the sea-bird's cry,

And dolphin's leap, and little billow cross'd By some low rock or shelve that made it fret 'Against the boundary it scarcely wet.

CLXXXII.

And forth they wander'd, her sire being gone,
As I have said, upon an expedition;
And mother, brother, guardian, she had none,
Save Zoe, who, although with due precision
She waited on her lady with the sun,

Thought daily service was her only mission, Bringing warm water, wreathing her iong tresses, And asking now and then for cast-off dresses.

CLXXXIII.

It was the cooling hour, just when the rounded

Red sun sinks down behind the azure hill,
Which then seems as if the whole earth it bounded,
Circling all nature, hush'd, and dim, and still,
With the far mountain-crescent, half surrounded
On one side, and the deep sea calm and chill
Upon the other, and the rosy sky,
With one star sparkling through it like an eye.
CLXXXIV.

And thus they wander'd forth, and hand in hand,
Over the shining pebbles and the shells,
Glided along the smooth and harden'd sand,

And in the worn and wild receptacles
Work'd by the storms, yet work'd as it were plann'd,
In hollow halls, with sparry roofs and cells,
They turn'd to rest; and, each clasp'd by an arm,
Yielded to the deep twilight's purple charm.

CLXXXV.

They look'd up to the sky, whose floating glow
Spread like a rosy ocean, vast and bright;
They gazed upon the glittering sea below,

Whence the broad moon rose circling into sight;

They heard the waves' splash, and the wind so low,

And saw each other's dark eyes darting light
Into each other—and, beholding this,
Their lips drew near, and clung into a kiss;

CLXXXVI.

A long, long kiss, a kiss of youth, and love,
And beauty, all concentrating like rays
Into one focus, kindled from above;

Such kisses as belong to early days,

Where heart, and soul, and sense, in concert move,
And the blood's lava, and the pulse a blaze,
Each kiss a heart-quake,-for a kiss's strength,
I think it must be reckon'd by its length.

CLXXXVII.

By length I mean duration; theirs endured
Heaven knows how long-no doubt they never

reckon'd,

And if they had, they could not have secured
The sum of their sensations to a second:

They had not spoken; but they felt allured,
As if their souls and lips each other beckon'd,

CLXXXIX.

They fear'd no eyes nor ears on that lone beach, They felt no terrors from the night, they were All in all to each other: though their speech

Was broken words, they thought a language there And all the burning tongues the passions teach, Found in one sigh the best interpreter

Of nature's oracle-first love,-that all
Which Eve has left her daughters since her fall.

CXC.

Haidee spoke not of scruples, ask'd no vows,
Nor offer'd any; she had never heard
Of plight and promises to be a spouse,

Or perils by a loving maid incurr'd;
She was all which pure ignorance allows,
And flew to her young mate like a young bird;
And, never having dreamt of falsehood, she
Had not one word to say of constancy.

CXCI.

She loved, and was beloved-she adored,

And she was worshipp'd; after nature's fashion, Their intense souls, into each other pour'd,

If souls could die, had perish'd in that passion,→ But by degrees their seases were restored,

Again to be o'ercome, again to dash on; And, beating 'gainst his bosom, Haidee's heart Felt as if never more to beat apart.

CXCII.

Alas! they were so young, so beautiful,

So lonely, loving, helpless, and the hour Was that in which the heart is always full,

Prompts deeds eternity cannot annul,
And, having o'er itself no further power,

But pays off moments in an endless shower Of hell-fire-all prepared for people giving Pleasure or pain to one another living.

CXCIII.

Alas! for Juan and Haidee! they were
So loving and so lovely-till then never,
Excepting our first parents, such a pair
Had run the risk of being damn'd for ever;
And Haidee, being devout as well as fair,
Had, doubtless, heard about the Stygian river
And hell and purgatory-but forgot
Just in the very crisis she should not.

CXCIV.

They look upon each other, and their eyes

Gleam in the moonlight; and her white arm clasps Round Juan's head, and his around her lies Half buried in the tresses which it grasps; She sits upon his knee, and drinks his sighs, He hers, until they end in broken gasps;

Which, being join'd, like swarming bees they clung-And thus they form a group that's quite antique, Their hearts the flowers from whence the honey Half naked, loving, natural, and Greek.

CXCVI.

An infant when it gazes on a light,

A child the moment when it drains the breast,

A devotee when soars the host in sight,

An Arab with a stranger for a guest,

A sailor, when the prize has struck in fight,
A miser filling his most hoarded chest,
Feel rapture; but not such true joy are reaping
As they who watch o'er what they love while sleeping.

CXCVII.

For there it lies so tranquil, so beloved,
All that it hath of life with us is living;
So gentle, stirless, helpless, and unmoved,

And all unconscious of the joy 'tis giving,
All it hath felt, inflicted, pass'd, and proved,

Hush'd into depths beyond the watcher's diving; There lies the thing we love with all its errors, And all its charms, like death without its terrors.

CXCVIII.

The lady watch'd her lover-and that hour
Of Love's, and Night's, and Ocean's solitude,
O'erflow'd her soul with their united power;
Amidst the barren sand and rocks so rude,
She and her wave-worn love had made their bower,
Where nought upon their passion could intrude,
And all the stars that crowded the blue space,
Saw nothing happier than her glowing face.

CXCIX.

Alas! the love of women! it is known

To be a lovely and a fearful thing; For all of theirs upon that die is thrown, And if 'tis lost, life hath no more to bring To them bút mockeries of the past alone,

And their revenge is as the tiger's spring, Deadly, and quick, and crushing: yet as real Torture is theirs-what they inflict they feel.

CC.

They're right; for man, to man so oft unjust,
Is always so to women; one sole bond
Awaits them, treachery is all their trust;
Taught to conceal, their bursting hearts despond
Over their idol, till some wealthier lust

Buys them in ma riage-and what rests beyond ?
A thankless husband, next a faithless lover,
Then dressing, nursing, praying, and all's over.

ССІ.

Some take a lover, some take drams or prayers,
Some mind their household, others dissipation,
Some run away, and but exchange their cares,
Losing the advantage of a virtuous station;
Few changes e'er can better their affairs,

Theirs being an unnatural situation,
From the dull palace to the dirty hovel:
Some play the devil, and then write a novel.

CCII.

Haidee was nature's bride, and knew not this; Haidee was passion's child, born where the sun Showers triple light, and scorches even the kiss Of his gazelle-eyed daughters; she was one Made but to love, to feel that she was his

Who was her chosen: what was said or done Elsewhere was nothing-She had nought to fear, Hope, care, nor love beyond, her heart beat here.

CCIII.

And oh! that quickening of the heart, that beat! How much it costs us, yet each rising throb

Is in its cause as its effect so sweet,

That wisdom, ever on the watch to rob Joy of its alchymy, and to repeat

Fine truths; even conscience, too, has a tough job To make us understand each good old maxim, So good-I wonder Castlereagh don't tax 'em.

CCIV.

And now 'twas done on the lone shore were plighted Their hearts; the stars, their nuptial torches, shed Beauty upon the beautiful they lighted:

Ocean their witness, and the cave their bed, By their own feelings hallow'd and united,

Their priest was solitude, and they were wed: And they were happy, for to their young eyes Each was an angel, and earth paradise.

CCV.

Oh love! of whom great Caesar was the suitor,
Titus the master, Antony the slave,
Horace, Catullus, scholars, Ovid tutor,

Sappho the sage blue-stocking, in whose grave
All those may leap who rather would be neuter-
(Leucadia's rock still overlooks the wave)-
Oh Love! thou art the very god of evil,
For, after all, we cannot call thee devil.

CCVI.

Thou makest the chaste connubial state precarious, And jestest with the brows of mightiest men: Cæsar and Pompey, Mahomet, Belisarius,

Have much employed the muse of history's pen; Their lives and fortunes were extremely various,Such worthies time will never see again :Yet to these four in three things the same luck holds, They all were heroes, conquerors, and cuckolds.

CCVII.

Thou makest philosophers: there's Epicurus
And Aristippus, a material crew!
Who to immoral courses would allure us
By theories, quite practicable too;

If only from the devil they would insure us,

How pleasant were the maxim, (not quite new,) "Eat, drink, and love, what can the rest avail us?" So said the royal sage, Sardanapalus.

CCVIII.

But Juan! had he quite forgotten Julia?

And should he have forgotten her so soon?
I can't but say it seems to me most truly a
Perplexing question; but, no doubt, the moon
Does these things for us, and whenever newly a
Palpitation rises, 'tis her boon,

Else how the devil is it that fresh features
Have such a charm for us poor human creatures?

CCIX.

I hate inconstancy-I loathe, detest,

Abhor, condemn, abjure the mortal made Of such quicksilver clay that in his breast, No permanent foundation can be laid; Love, constant love, has been my constant guest, And yet last night, being at a masquerade, I saw the prettiest creature, fresh from Milan, Which gave me some sensations like a villain

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