He does not curse his daughters in the least. Be these his daughters? Lear is thinking of His porridge chiefly. . is it getting cold
At Hampstead? will the ale be served in pots? Poor Lear, poor daughters? Bravo, Romney's play?
A murmur and a movement drew around; A naked whisper touched us. Something wrong! What's wrong! That black crowd, as an overstrained Cord, quivered in vibrations, and I saw. Was that his face I saw?.. his.. Romney Leigh's. Which tossed a sudden horror like a sponge Into all eyes, while himself stood white upon The topmost altar-stair, and tried to speak, And failed, and lifted higher above his head A letter, . . as a man who drowns and gasps.
'My brothers, bear with me! I am very weak. I meant but only good. Perhaps I meant Too proudly, and God snatched the circumstance And changed it therefore. There's no marriage-none She leaves me,-she departs, --she disappears,— I lose her. Yet I never forced her ‘ay,' To have her 'no' so cast into my teeth
In manner of an accusation, thus.
My friends, you are all dismissed. Go, eat and drink According to the programme,-and farewell!'
He ended. There was silence in the church; We heard a baby sucking in its sleep
At the farthest end of the aisle. Then spoke a man, 'Now, look to it, coves, that all the beef and drink Be not filched from us like the other fun;
For beer's spilt easier than a woman is!
This gentry is not honest with the poor; They bring us up, to trick us.'—' Go it, Jim,' A woman screamed back,-'I'm a tender soul; I never banged a child at two years old
And drew blood from him, but I sobbed for it Next moment,-and I've had a plague of seven. I'm tender; I've no stomach even for beef. Until I know about the girl that's lost,
That's killed, mayhap. I did misdoubt, at first, The fine lord meant no good by her, or us. He, maybe, got the upper hand of her By holding up a wedding-ring, and then . . A choking finger on her throat, last night, And just a clever tale to keep us still, As she is, poor lost innocent. Disappear!' Who ever disappears except a ghost? And who believes a story of a ghost? I ask you, would a girl go off, instead Of staying to be married? a fine tale! A wicked man, I say, a wicked man! For my part I would rather starve on gin Than make my dinner on his beef and beer.'- - At which a cry rose up-'We'll have our rights. We'll have the girl, the girl! Your ladies there Are married safely and smoothly every day, And she shall not drop through into a trap Because she's poor and of the people: shame! We'll have no tricks played off by gentlefolks; We'll see her righted.'
Through the rage and roar I heard the broken words which Romney flung Among the turbulent masses, from the ground He held still, with his masterful pale face- As huntsmen throw the ration to the pack,
Who, falling on it headlong, dog on dog In heaps of fury, rend it, swallow it up With yelling hound jaws,-his indignant words, His piteous words, his most pathetic words, Whereof I caught the meaning here and there By his gesture . . torn in morsels, yelled across, And so devoured. From end to end, the church Rocked round us like the sea in storm, and then Broke up like the earth in earthquake. Men cried out
'Police!'--and women stood and shrieked for God, Or dropt and swooned; or, like a herd of deer, (For whom the black woods suddenly grow alive, Unleashing their wild shadows down the wind To hunt the creatures into corners, back And forward) madly fled, or blindly fell, Trod screeching underneath the feet of those Who fled and screeched.
The last sight left to me
Was Romney's terrible calm face above
The tumult!-the last sound was 'Pull him down! Strike-kill him!' Stretching my unreasoning arms, As men in dreams, who vainly interpose 'Twixt gods and their undoing, with a cry I struggled to precipitate myself
Head-foremost to the rescue of my soul
In that white face, . . till some one caught me back, And so the world went out,-I felt no more.
What followed, was told after by Lord Howe, Who bore me senseless from the strangling crowd In church and street, and then returned alone To see the tumult quelled. The men of law Had fallen as thunder on a roaring fire,
And made all silent,-while the people's smoke Passed eddying slowly from the emptied aisles.
Here's Marian's letter, which a ragged child Brought running, just as Romney at the porch Looked out expectant of the bride. He sent The letter to me by his friend Lord Howe Some two hours after, folded in a sheet
On which his well-known hand had left a word. Here's Marian's letter.
'Noble friend, dear sain Never think me vile,
Who might to-morrow morning be your wife But that I loved you more than such a name. Farewell, my Romney. Let me write it once,- My Romney.
'Tis so pretty a coupled word,
I have no heart to pluck it with a blot.
We say 'My God' sometimes, upon our knees, Who is not therefore vexed: so bear with it.. And me. I know I'm foolish, weak, and vain; Yet most of all I'm angry with myself For losing your last footstep on the stair, The last time of your coming,-yesterday! The very first time I lost step of yours,
(Its sweetness comes the next to what you speak) But yesterday sobs took me by the throat,
And cut me off from music.
You'll set me down as wrong in many things.
You've praised me, sir, for truth,-and now you'll
I had not courage to be rightly true.
I once began to tell you how she came,
The woman.. and you stared upon the floor
In one of your fixed thoughts. . which put me out For that day. After, some one spoke of me, So wisely, and of you, so tenderly,
Persuading me to silence for your sake... Well, well! it seems this moment I was wrong In keeping back from telling you the truth: There might be truth betwixt us two, at least, If nothing else. And yet 'twas dangerous. Suppose a real angel came from heaven To live with men and women! he'd go mad, If no considerate hand should tie a blind Across his piercing eyes. 'Tis thus with you: You see us too much in your heavenly light; I always thought so, angel,-and indeed There's danger that you beat yourself to death Against the edges of this alien world, In some divine and fluttering pity.
It would be dreadful for a friend of yours, To see all England thrust you out of doors And mock you from the windows. You might say,
Or think (that's worse), 'There's some one in the
I miss and love still.' Dreadful!
'Very kind, I pray you mark, was Lady Waldemar.
She came to see me nine times, rather ten- So beautiful, she hurts me like the day
Let suddenly on sick eyes.
Your cousin!-ah, most like you! Ere you came She kissed me mouth to mouth: I felt her soul Dip through her serious lips in holy fire.
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